First day of 2014

Though I’m the ALWAYS HAPPY MAN, but I think both of them want me to turn sad. I thought I was standing but they showed me i’m falling, they told me what I’ll never tell them, what I prayed against.
I thought I already have an empire with 2QUEENS, but they let me searching on same day.
People cut animals to celebrate today but they both hurt my heart instead. God will I start all over, I wasn’t born to loose. Or is it because I’m faithful.
But Lord please I pray, YOU and yes I. Restore the joy of my heart QUEENS my match.
I’m krying hard….